Sunday, September 24, 2017

Faces Cosmetics Review - Is it a good drugstore brand? (Hypoallergenic and no animal testing!)

September 24, 2017 9
Faces cosmetics review

Faces Cosmetics is a Canadian Makeup Brand which (as far as I know) sells mainly in Canada, Mexico, Quebec, India and I think even Honduras.

Faces is pretty famous in India too, maybe not as much as Revlon, Loreal, and Maybelline, but you still see the Faces stall with the others in the mall and there are quite a lot of proper stores in malls too. Faces is a bit more affordable than Revlon (there might be products that are an exception) for the most part and the brand has a decent price range.

Though I don't own all Faces products that are available in India, I do own a lot. I'm only going to review products that I believe are worth the bucks. (But as a heads up, some products that I'm not a fan of are their loose powder eyeshadow pigments and their nail polishes).

One thing that I love about the brand is that the products are hypoallergenic! If you don't know what that means, it basically means that if you have oily/acne-prone/combination skin type, the face products are great for you and won't cause you to break out! The brand also doesn't test on animals, which is great if you are vegan or simply love animals (like me) and don't want to buy products from brands that test on animals.

1. Ultimate Pro Illuminating Powder (a.k.a Highlighter)

Faces cosmetics highlighter

This one is definitely on the top of my list. It might even be my favorite makeup product I own right now (partially because I'm in love with highlighters in general). In fact, I will go as far as saying that I like this more than the MAC Mineralize Skinfinish highlighter. Yes, there is the powder flying off if you use a big brush but it isn't a big deal. If you apply it using ur finger (even a light dab on the powder and on to your face is more than enough to make your cheeks pop!) or a small fluffy brush you'll get less powder flying. And it lasts all day long!

Faces cosmetics highlighter swatch


2.  Makeup brushes

Faces cosmetics makeup brush

It may be my lack of experience in the "makeup brush" sector of makeup, but Faces brushes are pretty good. My favorite one is the small fluffy brush for applying eyeshadow (not shown in the picture above because I couldn't find it in time) and the blush brush (which I use for everything but blush. #TeamNoBrushKnowledge). The quality is pretty good and there's no hair fall out.


3. Matte Lip crayons and Lip Pencils

Faces cosmetics lipsticks
I hate when lipsticks say they are "matte" but have a very visible/noticeable gloss to them. ???. This is one is completely matte and the texture is creamy so you don't feel like you are dragging your lips every time you put it on. There's great pigmentation and it lasts for a decent amount of time. If you eat a lot there will be transfer and you may have to reapply, but otherwise, it should last the whole day! The formula could be a bit drying but if you make sure to moisturize your lips a few minutes/sometime before applying your makeup then you should be fine. (If you have unmanageable dry lips then maybe matte lipsticks just aren't for you in general). The lip pencils are also smooth and easy to apply. They are the right amount of soft if that makes any sense; not too hard but not so soft that it breaks every time you try to line/contour/fill in your lips.

Faces cosmetics swatches

4. Eyebrow pencil 

Faces cosmetics eyebrow pencil
I have sparse eyebrows, and when I say that, I mean S P A R S E. Many would even say non-existent (I like to believe they're a bit more visible now than they used to be a few years ago - I'm getting there). So filling in my eyebrows is something I like to do frequently. Most eyebrow pencils out there are either way too dark or way too brown (I have black hair) so I'd always just use black eyeshadow to fill in my brows. I've heard beauty gurus say all the time to use dark brown if you have black hair and I didn't realize how much of a difference that made (even though it may not seem so) until I used this product. It's a great waxy formula and the spoolie that it comes with on the other end is a plus point. One problem is that it will spread if you rub your eyebrows (e.g. if you're itchy or whatever, I don't know what you deal with, eh) so it isn't smudge-proof but for the most part, it does the job well. It's really easy to blend out if you put on too much so there's a lot of control as far as the intensity goes, but again I just wish it would become a bit smudge proof after a few minutes of application.


5. Gel Eyeliner

Faces gel eyeliner
The eyeliner isn't that special (nothing really stands out when compared to other brands) but it does the job and it doesn't break the bank just like the other products from the brand (note that the foundations can be a little higher priced compared to Maybelline's, etc). I do love the fact that the brush comes with the liner and is in the cap (I just realized it would've helped to take a picture of that but basically half of the long extension of the cap snaps off to magically reveal a tiny, cute brush) which makes it more hygienic in a way since the brush isn't lying around in a dirty pouch. It has a very dark, opaque pigment which I like but it does smudge a little (or that just could be because I scratch my eyes every few minutes when I forget I have eyeliner on). It's a good eyeliner if you're not looking for anything super special. I recommend it if you prefer gel eyeliners over felt-tip/liquid eyeliners. I personally prefer gel because the brush gives a more precise and sharp wing.


Is it the best brand? No. Does it fall under my Top 10 favorite drugstore brands? Yes. Overall, I love the brand and will probably try out a few more of their products soon. Out of the above list, I would definitely say that my favorites are the highlighter and the eyebrow pencil.

Thursday, September 21, 2017

6 Important Things I Wish I Knew Before Starting a Bullet Journal

September 21, 2017 1
I only started my Bullet Journal a few months ago so I still have a lot to learn and practice. However, I have made so many mistakes and realized a lot of things that I wish I knew before starting a Bullet Journal. Here's a list of 6 important things I wish I knew before I started mine:

things you should know before you start your bullet journal

Disclosure: Some of the links in this article are affiliate links, which means that I get a commission if you choose to purchase after clicking a link. This doesn’t cost you anything, and I only recommend products I love! Thank you for supporting the work I put into this site!

⬩⬩⚫⬩⬩

1 ➤ You make mistakes! 

There will be scribbles and cancellations and strike-throughs. You may add an extra day to a month while making your yearly overview or make a spelling mistake because you are so focused on trying to make your lettering look perfect. Sh!t will happen and there's nothing you can do other than practicing. I was annoyed every time I made a mistake because I saw all these pretty, flawless bullet journals online and I couldn't make it that pretty. Give yourself time and you will get better at it!

2 ➤ Aesthetic!

You should watch a lot of Bullet Journal videos on YouTube, so you can perhaps figure out what aesthetic you like the best. I didn't do this and I didn't even realize I wanted my Bullet Journal to look like a certain way so I winged it and sometimes winging it doesn't work the the best. My Bullet Journal was all over the place and I didn't feel like using it. I re-made my journal to an aesthetic that I liked best after doing some research on YouTube and getting inspiration from videos that were similar to my aesthetic. You can even search on Instagram if you are aiming for some beautiful layouts!

3 ➤ It can get overwhelming!

There are so many types and aesthetics and layouts and elements you can add and modify to the Bullet Journal. Even though that's the beauty of this type of journal, it can get quite overwhelming at times. It's hard to choose what you want to include and what you don't. I suggest adding elements you think you will use and each month trying a new element. I never thought a monthly spread calendar would be useful to me, but after I tried it out, it's my most used and most favorite element in my Bullet Journal.

4 ➤ You don't have to include everything!

You don't have to add each element from the original Bullet Journal Design or the most commonly used ones. Your Bullet Journal should be functional and designed to suit your requirements. So only add elements you will really use. If you know you don't have a busy week and will only be binge-watching a TV show half of the time, don't dedicate a daily log for that week, just have a weekly log.
If you don't watch a lot of TV shows, there's no need to add a TV show log. You get the point, right?

5 ➤ Placement

When I started my Bullet Journal, I didn't properly plan out what elements I wanted to add. I had a rough idea; year spread, TV show tracker, 2017 goals, monthly spreads, etc. I ended up not realizing I had a few more elements to add like "Favorite Quotes" till I finished my first monthly spread. The problem with this was, if I had an element that is just going to be one page and used throughout the year, it should be at the front of the journal, before the monthly logs, etc. My bullet journal became disorganized because of this. So you should plan out which general elements you want to add to the front of the page (so that they are easier to find and your journal looks organized) and add those first. Leave a page or two if you feel like you might have another idea or two to add in those pages. You are going to use your Bullet Journal to be more organized so the journal should reflect that in its structure.

6 ➤ Notebook

One thing I definitely didn't think was a priority when I decided to make a Bullet Journal was investing in a good notebook. I thought it didn't really matter but as I started making my journal more creative and using different pens/markers, there was major bleed through and the paper quality honestly sucks. Definitely invest in a good bullet journal if you are confident you will maintain it for the entire year at least. Though, I do have one thing to say, which is, if you are starting out with a trial mindset (i.e. you are just testing the waters with this new planning technique) then using a random notebook isn't the worst idea. You'll save money and you can make mistakes and not cringe yourself to death (just kidding). If your notebook is giving you too much of a hard time you may not want to make another bullet journal, so that's also another side to the coin. 







     

Sunday, September 17, 2017

DIY Polaroids! Aesthetic, Looks like the real thing + Way Cheaper!

September 17, 2017 8
Here's an easy and quick tutorial to make DIY Polaroid Pictures that don't require great art skills and looks exactly the same as real ones for much cheaper. My personal favorite DIY!


DIY polaroid pictures

Okay, let me tell you straight up. This DIY has to be my most favorite one yet! It is super easy, requires very little computer knowledge (if you aren't technology savvy), only requires a document-editing software, is wayyy cheaper than buying a polaroid camera + the films every time, and looks literally the same from the front! 5 amazing pros with the only con being...nothing!

P.S. Go to the bottom of this post if you wanna skip the reading and just watch the video!



Without further ado, here's an easy and detailed tutorial to create perfect polaroid picture dupes in about only four (yes, 4!) cents each! (for a mini polaroid. for a larger polaroid, 8 cents only!). For my Indian viewers, that's around 2.5 rupees per mini polaroid (and 5 rupees for a bigger polaroid)!

Disclosure: Some of the links in this article are affiliate links, which means that I get a commission if you choose to purchase after clicking a link. This doesn’t cost you anything, and I only recommend products I love! Thank you for supporting the work I put into this site!

How to edit your photos:
To give the polaroid-like effect to the pictures, I use one of my favorite photo editing apps - VSCO.
Literally all you have to do is add the T1 filter (I like to keep it around +6 only not the entire effect, but that's up to you) and then increase the contrast. Again, it depends from picture to picture how much editing is required to give it the polaroid effect but I usually stick to +1 contrast only. The settings I use give it only a slight polaroid effect so you can adjust them according to what you want.


 


Also, the colors do look slightly different when it is printed so if you're lucky, your printer will help you achieve the polaroid effect! 

Let's get to the physical stuff now:

The first thing you will need is some glossy photo paper. Preferably, use the same brand as your printer but it doesn't really matter that much. I used the HP glossy photo paper in my Epson printer and it turned out fine. The Epson glossy photo paper, I believe, is cheaper than the HP one in case you want to go for the cheaper option. I used the HP one because it was already lying around, probably from ages ago.


HP premium glossy photo paper

Next, you will obviously need a laptop and any document editing software (Microsoft Word or the apple document editing software. I clearly have no clue what it is called).

Start by first adjusting the paper size and margins. Here are the settings I kept for my specific type of photo paper:

glossy photo paper page size settings

If your photo paper has tabs and you would like to avoid those tabs, make sure to select the size option "with tab" while printing. I did not do this even though my paper had tabs. This is what I did instead: After my first print, I understood which side has an excess margin and made sure the tab came on that side when inserting the paper into the printer. By doing this, I could just break off the tab after printing and the white space in the polaroids would be uniform instead of two having longer white spaces than the other two (you will understand this better when you see how I added the pictures below).

Next, use the ruler feature to create two perpendicular lines going exactly through the middle of the page. Make the lines a light gray color so that if you cut incorrectly, the lines won't be as visible.

dividing word document into four

If the rulers are not visible, then go to the "view" tab and click on the ruler box as shown below:

enabling ruler in word document

Next, add your desired pictures like shown below:

diy polaroid pictures using word


TIP: To ensure uniformity, use one picture and size the other 3 pictures to the same dimensions as the first one. You can crop the picture if needed. Use one picture as a guide so that the placement is exact for the next picture and so that the white space is the same for each "polaroid".

Place your paper in your printer and make sure to adjust the tab in your printer:

how to adjust printer for photo paper

Here is how I set up my print options:

print options

print options for photo paper inkjet printer

Print them and let them dry...

epson inkjet printer

epson inkjet printer

printing polaroids using inkjet printer

Here is what they should look like once you print them out:

aesthetic diy polaroids

Finally, try to cut them out neatly using the gray lines you added earlier as a guide.

TIP: Wait 15 minutes at least before cutting or even touching the paper. Leave it on your desk or somewhere safe. If you scratch the paper, by mistake, before it dries, you will end up moving the ink and you won't be able to fix that. Hence, wait before cutting the paper. Once the ink has dried, scratching won't hurt your picture (unless you aggressively scratch it...which why would anyone do that?).

cutting polaroid pictures

This is the amazing final result! It turned out so pretty and looks legit. I definitely recommend only using glossy photo paper for the same effect and for longevity of your "polaroid pictures". If you use normal printer paper, perhaps consider laminating them so that they don't get ruined by smudge marks or get ripped.

DIY polaroid pictures

cute puppy polaroid picture

cute puppy polaroid picture

DIY polaroid pictures


This is an easy DIY with perfect results (you really can't go too wrong even if you mess up the printer settings) so I hope you enjoy trying it out!

More Ideas!
  • You can add magnets to the back to display on your fridge
  • You can add resin to them to preserve it forever
  • You can print out a large size (either use the entire 4 × 6 sheet or a bigger sheet if available) and glue it stiff foam to make a mouse pad.

If you would like to see the video version of this tutorial for a clearer understanding, click below:

Thursday, September 14, 2017

One Week Decluttering Challenge - The Minimal Lifestyle

September 14, 2017 1
I need to have a serious decluttering session and what better way to do it than a challenge! So here is my take on the "7 days" challenge - 7 days of decluttering to be a bit more closer to a minimalist lifestyle.
(If you know me personally, you know I need to do this challenge because my room is a complete disaster even after doing somewhat of a decluttering session)


NOTE TO READERS: This post was written when I was in India, hence the room I refer to is my bedroom back at home!


Today is Day 1 and as I'm writing this, I'm sitting on a chair, typing with my laptop on my desk. My desk is a complete mess. I recently posted my "How to declutter like a pro" article on this blog you can read it by clicking the link below:
I did follow my own guide. In fact, the guide was written off of my decluttering session. However, I noticed that the amount of decluttering I did, did not satisfy my goal. I avoided decluttering because I was bored of doing it those two days and I think I'm finally ready to do an actual massive declutter. I have to reduce all the items I own by a lot because I can't fit everything into my suitcase (I'm going back to the USA to attend university if you didn't know) and also because I don't want my dorm room to look cluttered and flooded with all the junk. I will take a picture right now of the current situation (a.k.a mess) in my bedroom.


Cringe-worthy, right? I agree! You would think I would be ahead of my game if I put up decluttering guides. Truth is, I'm not perfect and sometimes my laziness kicks in hard. I abandon a task completely and don't come back to it for ages. 

I'm going to conquer this 7 Day Challenge and I'm inspired by two reasons:
1 - I really need to narrow down what I am going to take with me and what has to either be passed on to my younger brother (like drawing tools and stuff like that) or thrown away/donated.
2 - I wouldn't want all this writing to go to waste because I bailed on Day 2. I like to be efficient and not completing this challenge would be the complete opposite of that.

Note that the "After" pictures may or may not look very different from the "Before" pictures above (I don't know yet because I'm literally writing this on Day 1). I'm assuming that there won't be a massive change because a lot of my things will either be kept so my brother can use them (e.g. art materials for his future school projects) or will be sentimental items that I can't take with me but I wouldn't want to throw them out. Some items will also still be present and not packed away into my suitcase because there's still time (a little more than a month) for me to go away so I won't pack everything just yet. Maybe I'll pack the things I know I definitely will not need till I get to my dorm room.

Here's my 5 Day schedule (you may skip to any particular day if you are more interested in that section of my room if you are looking forward to decluttering that same area in your room too):

Day 1: Mainly my nightstand and other small drawers/cabinets 
Day 2: Wardrobe part 1
Day 3: Wardrobe part 2
Day 4: Study desk part 1
Day 5: Study desk part 2
Day 6: Bookshelf (+ Laptop just for fun)

I tried to alternate heavy and light decluttering throughout the week so I don't get overwhelmed/exhausted/bored by the entire process to ensure I declutter thoroughly.

Let's begin!

Day 1: Nightstand

Before:
Since it's been a while since I did an intense cleaning up in my room, I think today I will start off with a small section of my room as you saw in the schedule above. My night stand is very small and I recently threw away a lot of old nail polishes when I was doing some light decluttering. However, I think I do need to revisit the situation and maybe make space for other items, that are on my desk, that don't belong there (like my lotions and sprays).

After:
So the session was pretty fast and I'm glad it was because I started at around 7 pm or 8 pm. Here's how much I threw away:


I ended up only decluttering my nightstand and not the other drawers so I think I'll just do those when I do my study desk. A lot of the stuff in my nightstand remained because my mom keeps nail polishes she uses in my nightstand too and there are also other things we both use that will probably stay there even after I move out. I'm still pretty happy with the progress and how much I threw out because it was way more than how much I threw out during my recent, failed attempt. I had some expired things, some items I hadn't used in ages and knew I wouldn't like some fake nail sets and adhesive stickers for the same. The problem I have when decluttering is trying to throw away items that have been gifted to me. I know that I won't use that item now but I also know that they've spent money on it. I feel guilty, but there's no use in keeping it because I 100% don't want it otherwise.

I also put all my art supplies from other cabinets into one cabinet (I will not be taking them with me but I have kept them for my younger brother).

Today was kind of like the trailer for this whole challenge and it hardly took any time. Tomorrow is the real deal. Decluttering my wardrobe and then my study desk is going to be a real challenge.

Day 2: Wardrobe Part 1

Before:
So as I'm writing this, it is already 5:40 pm and I'm afraid I won't have enough time to declutter my wardrobe thoroughly. The reason being, I also have to write a blog article and a few other tasks for the day. I'm pretty sure I can't film a YouTube video now (which was supposed to be today's priority).
Anyways, I'm gonna have some snacks and then get on with the decluttering.

My goals are to:
A) pack away clothes I won't wear till I get to the US (I know it isn't technically decluttering, but it's still organization and I also want to implement that into this challenge).
B) Separate my wardrobe into two sections: one for clothes I will give away just a few days before I leave and one for clothes I will wear now and also want to take with me.
C) Identify things I want to give away or discard right now like old accessories, etc
D) See a difference, personally, when I compare the before and after.

After:
I am pretty proud of today's work. I was able to successfully manage to do A, B, and D to some extent. I still have 2 compartments of my wardrobe to sort out, which I'll do tomorrow.
This is what has been removed, permanently from my wardrobe:


The bag doesn't seem too big even after using my phone as a reference but there are a lot of clothes packed into that bag. Plus, I had already removed and given away a lot of clothes a few months ago so imagine the picture above × 2 or maybe even × 2.5.
I had a lot of packaging and cardboard and all that from accessories and from socks, etc which I discarded. I just piled all my socks and then stuffed them into the corners of my suitcase (packing hack, by the way). I still kept a lot of my clothes for the sole reason that I may or may not have time to shop once I get to my campus and it'll take some time for me to settle in my dorm too. I don't want to have to stress over things like not having enough clothes on top of all the other things I'm going to be sorting out there.
My wardrobe definitely looks way emptier than it was before but I'm still a little concerned if everything will fit in two suitcases. I'm hoping that the rest of the days in this week will help me believe that I don't have way too much left after cleaning out everything.

Day 3: Wardrobe Part 2

Before:
Today my main goals are to accomplish yesterday's incomplete goals and my focus is the top shelf of my wardrobe (it contains accessories, makeup, maybe some toiletries, and some miscellaneous items). Again, a lot the stuff will stay in my wardrobe because I'll give most of my accessories to my mom and she doesn't have space in her wardrobe (lol) so it'll stay in my wardrobe.
If I finish decluttering my wardrobe early, I might (might!) do a bit of tomorrow's task.

After:
As expected, not much was taken out to be discarded since I decluttered about 80%-90% of my wardrobe yesterday itself. However, I did manage to remove more items than I expected to. I was basically expecting none of my jewellery/accessories to be discarded as my mom would use all of it but suprisingly I had a good amount of accessories discarded.

I let go of a lot of necklaces and earrings that I wouldn't have let go if my goal was not to make sure all my stuff fits into two suitcases so I'm glad I didn't keep anything for "sentimental purposes". Trust me when I say that before I kept everything for "sentimental purposes". Most of the time it wasn't even close to sentimental but I gave myself that excuse every single time.

Mission Nearly empty wardrobe: Completed
(just clothes I'll need for about a month's time and clothes I'll throw away just before going are kept)

Day 4: Study Desk Part 1

Before:
Those who notice that I've given myself two days for a desk and think that it is weird, kindly refer to the "disgusting ___" collage above. My desk has a lot of storage and is bigger than the average desk. I need two days. Okay...maybe I want two days, but whatever!

After:
I've successfully managed to distance myself from my art supplies (I love my art supplies and I'm a big time art supplies hoarder). Most of it has been kept, neatly, in the storage cabinet below my desk for my younger brother to use for school projects. I will only be taking a few paint brushes and perhaps one small watercolors set. I've thrown away some files that are old, a lot of miscellaneous items including things like old pens, rulers that were in unusable condition (don't ask how, I have no clue), etc.
I have filled my trashcan completely (to the point of overflowing). I have also gotten rid of a lot of the bottles that were lined up on that one shelf. Everything is so miscellaneous it's hard to describe what kind of stuff I threw out!

Day 5: Study Desk Part 2

After:
(I decided to skip the before part because there wasn't much to say)
There was a trunk-like case below my desk which was previously a case for the keyboard I have (we don't put it in the case anymore). It had a lot of art supplies, some random electronics I don't use, etc. I threw out 2 small boxes worth of stuff including an old microscope set I got when I was way younger (total scam, something was wrong with the microscope so it never worked properly), some decoration kits and so on. I also gave a lot away to my cousin who has come to visit me.

Day 6: Bookshelf

Before:
My bookshelf looks extremely messy and I have way too many files and notebooks in it. I hope to segregate the 4 sections of my bookshelf like this:
1 (Top shelf) - Files and notebooks I want to keep
2 - Dictionaries and notebooks for my brother + one or two pairs of heels
3 - Reading books (combined). I will decide which books I will take with me the last minute if there is any space in my suitcases.
4 (Bottom Cabinet) - Rest of my sandals/heels

After:
I was successful in doing exactly as I stated in my goals above and segregated my bookshelf according to that. I still have around 3 miscellaneous items that I am very confused about whether to keep or not. #Dilemma

I also have two camera bags in my bookshelf currently but that is again because there is nowhere else to keep it safe, I guess. My tripod will most likely reside in my wardrobe.

I threw away a lot of CDs (eBook versions of my high school textbooks), some vintage greeting cards with an unknown origin (why did I even consider keeping those in the first place?!), a lot of very old books and dictionaries, and two pair of sandals. I gave a pair of boots to my cousin because I had a total of two pairs of boots and I don't have enough space in my suitcases to fit too many shoes.

Overall, it felt pretty great to declutter my room and finally being able to actually see the furniture in my room for once. Unfortunately, I did this very last minute and just forgot to transfer all the pictures of my room from my camera to my USB drive once I was done decluttering and only realized now (after moving to USA). My camera is back at home and so I can't show you guys the wonderful room transformation that occurred after I finished decluttering it.
Hopefully, if my dorm room gets cluttered I can make a post when I declutter that! Just kidding, guys please do not hope that!


Monday, September 11, 2017

My Life is busy AF! - Update

September 11, 2017 0
Hi fellow readers!
I just wanted to make this quick post.
Turns out, balancing college, personal life, and a blog takes quite some effort and planning. I know I've been uploading quite randomly the last few weeks and it seems like I'm not focusing much on this site, but trust me when I say I'm trying to figure out how to manage everything in this new lifestyle. It's week 2 of college and I already have so many assignments but I am working on my time management and will try to become as regular as I was before with my blogging schedule. I have some awesome posts coming up on this website and I can't wait to brainstorm and create some new posts.
I am not taking a break from blogging even though my life is kind of a mess right now. I will still be uploading when I get time and hopefully can upload 3 times a week like I had planned.
Right now, I have to refer to the syllabuses and text book lists a million times because I can't remember anything, but once I get a hang of everything university-related, I can finally focus on this blog.
I have a few pre-written blog posts ready to be published, so for the next week or so I will be posting those along with some recent posts (like this one) depending on how much time I get to write new posts.
Don't forget to follow my socials and this blog! (Links and shizz are on the sidebar to the right!)

(P.S. if you are also a small blogger (or just a writer) and would like to collaborate or guest post on this website, email me at nihakalp@gmail.com !)

Sunday, September 10, 2017

College. For the first time.

September 10, 2017 0

So, it's happening. I'm going to college for the very first time. It's weird because as I'm writing this it still hasn't hit me even though that's what the first sentence could imply. I know it's happening but it hasn't hit me. Do you know what I mean? I thought by now I would have a million emotions and thoughts but nope. Nothing.

(A few days later...)

I haven't really gotten time to write or even think much in the last few days because my dad and I have been just running to Walmart and other places to buy essentials and chocolate, of course. I also got sick so have been sleeping a shit-ton (it sucks). Thankfully, I didn't get jet-lagged because I adjusted my sleeping schedule on the airplane. Life hack: If you are travelling to another country where the timezone is very different form your timezone, add the new timezone to your world clock and sleep according to the time at your destination country. Avoid getting jet-lagged!
I don't think I have a roommate because nobody has showed up yet and it is move-in day. I'm confused because my university's Resident Life emailed me saying that all single rooms were taken but apparently I have a single room now (?). I'm really happy I got a single because I love my own personal space and I don't have to meet another person halfway in terms of sleeping schedule and when I can play music, etc. I can also use the whole room!

My room is a mess. An absolute mess. The first two days after my dad left were occupied by the events the university had organized and it was mandatory to attend. It was exhausting and some of it boring too, but hey whatever. Since classes will be starting tomorrow I probably won't have time to clean up until the weekend.

(Next few days...)

I can't really judge how intense the classes are from day 1, especially because one of my classes got postponed to 31st October (4 of us weren't informed ahead of time for some reason, but it's cool).

All the first classes were about the professor introducing himself/herself and us introducing ourselves to the professor. Not much happened. The syllabuses for all the classes were handed out and it is quite different than what I'm used to. A levels were pretty straightforward and the only thing that the syllabus contained was what will be in the final exam. Here, it has so much information and is easy to forget. However, 5-10% of my grade is attendance - easy!

Turns out, reading assignments don't wait and I have a ton already. I've planned to finish the assignments a.s.a.p so I can develop a habit of doing my assignments before time throughout the semester and avoid wanting to re-post every semester-related memes:

Image result for semester memes

I'm also trying to get a part-time job on campus but I didn't realize that everyone would be desperate and would get all the jobs before I even remembered that I had to apply. There is one job that is still open (and where the fact that I'm not 18 yet doesn't cause a problem) so I'm really hoping that I can get that job.

I am one of those weird people who love studying (most of the time) so doing assignments early actually gives me great satisfaction. I hope my motivation can last and that I can overcome the laziness that resides in me. Thankfully, it hasn't crept in yet (knock on wood?).

I finished unpacking this week so I feel pretty good (except about the mess on the extra bed).

I don't feel nervous or scared or any such negative emotion. It is definitely a new situation but I don't feel completely aloof or like a complete stranger, if that makes any sense.

I definitely need to get my shit together and I know it seems like I'm saying this way too early but I don't mean it in that way. I want to get better at balancing everything in my life, not just college assignments. I want to be able to take out time for reading, and blogging (my blogging game hasn't been strong since I left India) and other hobbies/interests of mine even after attending college full time and a potential part time job in the future. I want to be able to manage my time very effectively and I think with a little more effort every day and with a good prioritizing system I can achieve that. I think I really want to learn to do that and that is my main goal for this "new beginning". Along with making a lot of money ($$$$). Just kidding, but not really though (someone fund my life for free, please).

If you want to know how to apply to college, check out these 2 blog posts linked below:

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Step-by-step How to declutter your Phone and Computer like it's a cup of tea + Benefits

September 06, 2017 0

Once again, my digital art representations are a bit exaggerated, but moving on...

Benefits of decluttering your phone:

  • more storage space available (you won't be annoyed by the no storage space pop-up/notification)
  • You have enough space to download useful apps
  • You won't get annoying and repetitive notifications from the unnecessary apps after deleting them
  • You'll basically just feel better looking at an organized, decluttered phone instead of one with app icons all over the home page and a million photos and downloaded files everywhere.
Benefits of decluttering your laptop/PC:

  • Your desktop doesn't make you resent your own PC
  • You can easily find files/folders when they are organized
  • More space for softwares, files, etc. (especially if you were running out of space before decluttering)
  • If you work on your laptop, you actually feel like being productive when you see a clean and organized desktop and folders.
now let's get on to how you can declutter your devices...

PC/Laptop

I hate when my desktop has a million of icons even if they are in a grid format. It just looks messy and unclean.  I also don't like when my folders in my drives are messed up/disorganized. Because, after a point of keeping my PC clean, I tend to start saving files in random places to save time and there are a million folders and also a million files not in folders. This is how I declutter my laptop.


Step 1 | Remove the Unnecessary

In my case, I had a lot of files and projects from when I was in younger grades. I've always loved using laptops and spent a lot of time making or downloading stuff. I always kept the files for later use but never actually used anything.
These files were already backed up in an old external hard drive with a lot of other stuff (my dad's stuff) so I deleted all of those files from my laptop. In fact, after a year or so I even told my dad to delete those files from his external hard drive because I really was never going to even open the folders.

Before I used Pinterest (a long time ago), I used to save Tumblr-y images to my laptop. Deleted those too.

Find those files that you haven't touched, nor will in the future, and delete them. Chances are, your laptop hasn't been around for so long that you have projects from when you were 9 or 10 (if you used a laptop back then) so most of the old files probably don't mean too much.

Delete recent files you no longer need like an e-book that you have already read, or files for a project you have already finished and submitted. Delete downloaded apps you no longer use. Clear up all that storage space.

If you haven't deleted anything remotely-important recently, permanently delete all the files and folders in your recycling bin. If you have deleted something that you aren't sure if you will need to restore or not (e.g. files for a finished project that isn't backed up) and you don't have too many files in your recycling bin, you can select all files except the important ones and delete them for the time being.

Delete any desktop shortcuts you don't use, random downloaded files that aren't relevant anymore, etc.


Step 2 | Organize

First of all, if you are using a laptop that is sometimes used by someone else or if you share it with someone else, create a folder for you (you can basically just make a folder with your name). Next add all the remaining files after the deletions into that folder, even the files on your desktop (leaving the shortcut icons you need and "My computer", "Recycling Bin", etc). This will clear up your desktop. If you really need some of the files on your desktop only, try to create only one or two folders and those files in there.

Inside your personal folder, create folders to segregate the categories of folders you have. If you use your laptop for work and personal use, first create two folders separating those. Creating categories will help you to remember and be able to easily locate the file when you need it.

Try creating sub-folders in your folder if you have too many folders and can group a few into one category.


Step 3 | In the clouds

What I have started doing recently is making Spreadsheets, Documents, etc. on Google Docs. Not only does that save a little (negligible almost, but still) space on my laptop, but also I don't have to worry about losing my files if something happens to my laptop.

If you have any pictures, media, etc that you don't need that much but still want to keep them, you can upload them to any cloud you use and delete them from your laptop. It can be like the basement of your house - not the most important part of your storage but still has a lot of files in it.


Smart phone

My phone always told me that my storage space was running low or that I had to delete one or two apps to be able to download the one I was trying to at that moment. I could never find the meme or picture I wanted to in time because it was drowned in an ocean of other pictures. I had so many downloaded files I didn't need. Decluttering your phone is very similar to decluttering your laptop/PC. 


Step 1 | Remove the Unnecessary

This is pretty self-explanatory at this point. Just delete apps you don't use, delete memes you have been laughing at for ages and delete random pictures or those pictures your phone took on its own when you unlocked it by mistake. Delete pictures that carry no significance either due to the amount of time the pictures have spent in your phone or because they never were important in the first place. Delete the PDFs you don't need anymore and the random notes and files and memos and all those screenshots of conversations you sent to your friend(s). You get the point.


Step 2 | Transferring and cache-clearing

Transfer anything and everything you can to your SD card. Phone storage is used up because of software updates and all those important phone files that you can't delete. So go into your settings, go to application manager, and transfer all the apps you can to your SD card. This will free up a lot of your storage especially if you are transferring large applications like Instagram, Facebook, etc.
Another thing you should do once in a while is delete cache. Large and frequently used applications usually have a lot of cache. You can delete all the cache in one go by going into your phone settings and then to "Storage". You could download an app to clear your cache in just one click, but chances are that app takes up quite some space in your storage, defeating the purpose of trying to clear your storage for other stuff.

Note: You may be tempted to also clear the "miscellaneous files" after you clear you cache. But be careful. If you delete files in the "miscellaneous files" like the Whatsapp folder, for example, you will end up deleting all the media you have received from people on Whatsapp. You don't want that unless you know 100% there is nothing important your friends/family/acquaintances/whatever have sent you. I suggest going to your gallery/files and selecting pictures and deleting them. It'll take longer, but you won't risk deleting important pictures/media.


Step 3 | In the clouds

Just like above (in the PC section of this article), you can store pictures, PDFs, etc, on a cloud app and free up some space on your phone. This is also great to do if you need to access your files from another laptop/device as you can just log in to your cloud software/online cloud website and access the files.


Step 4 | The final touches

To wrap it all up, only keep very frequently used apps on your home screen and/or make folders to make it look less crowded. If you have an iPhone you don't have a home screen but you can still organize your apps in to folders. If you have an android phone, reduce the number of pages after your home screen. You could keep a page with a calendar widget and maybe one more page but don't have too many pages if you want to keep it minimal.

Sunday, September 3, 2017

5 Years of Acne - My Acne Story

September 03, 2017 1

I've had oily skin and acne since as long as I can remember. At first, I didn't really notice the bumps on my forehead till my teachers and classmates started pointing it out. I didn't really have anyone tell me to not touch it so I didn't think it would do any harm. So I did touch my forehead a lot and try to "extract" the small bumps on my forehead. I was lucky enough to have it only on my forehead...but not for long. The acne became worse, red, weird.

I didn't do anything about it because I thought it would just go away after a few months or a year because it was probably hormonal. I was around 12 years old at this time. 

But it didn't go away after a few months or even a year. It just became worse and worse and worse. It eventually spread to my cheeks and jawline. The acne basically took over my entire face.

I was very bothered by my acne. People kept asking me what happened to my face as if I intentionally covered my face in the dirt to spawn these little devils on my face. 

At this point, I kind of got used to touching my face and it didn't help my situation at all. I had acne and acne marks/spots all over my face. It became worse when I was stressed (for example, during exams) because I touched my face, even more, when I was. People immediately noticed when my acne flared up. That wasn't the problem, though. They told me. That was the worst. Friendly tip if you have a friend or know someone with acne: Don't tell them, they already know!

Everyone has a mirror, and those who have acne probably already look in the mirror a lot of times during the day hoping for their acne to go away or getting stressed out about new acne.
All you are going to do by telling someone that their acne looks worse from the last time you saw them is make them not want to talk to you and reduce their self-esteem. In my case, it didn't matter when my close friends pointed it out (I guess because we already insulted each other for fun so this didn't have an effect). There's a difference between a concern and an unnecessary comment that doesn't actually help. 

People also just assumed a lot. They assumed that I didn't take care of my skin. I understand a lot of people don't realize that they aren't taking enough care of their skin despite having acne, but that was not my case. I literally tried every facewash and cleanser there was for acne-prone/oily skin. I tried to stop touching my skin for at least a few days (before giving in and then trying again) but it obviously didn't work. People also assumed that I was getting acne because I was angry (????). I get it, I was a teenager and I was moody (however, people assumed that even if they didn't know me well) but honestly how do you expect me to manifest a face full of acne because of my teenage tantrums?! It was ridiculous.

I had severe (but not that severe. I was lucky enough to not have very red, large acne. It was spots and small acne which is still bad but I'm grateful it wasn't worse) acne for a good few years and it made me frustrated and anxious. Sometimes, I didn't want to go out because of everyone pointing out what was obviously visible to me. What frustrated me further was that no matter how many times I cleansed/washed my face, there wasn't even the slightest improvement.

At this point, I started developing "bacne" (back acne) and it also spread to near my collarbones and shoulders. I tried back polishing and face clean-ups too, but all in vain. What I thought was just a temporary hormonal imbalance that would go away on it's on in a year or so stayed with me for a lot longer.

In 2016, I went through a very tough time that I've told only a few people about. The entire year was bad for me and it was the lowest point of my life thus far. The fact that I had my face to worry about didn't help with my newly-developed anxiety and it just became worse. When I pulled myself out of this phase in my life, I decided I didn't want my face to have even 1% control over my day/mood and I started by strictly not touching my face at all and continuing the search for a face wash that did help my face even in the slightest way possible. Today, I am so grateful to have almost no acne spots on my face and rarely occuring acne. My skin is still oily, and my hormones are still changing - those two factors are something I cannot do much about. But, the degree to which my skin has improved is so amazing and I am so happy even though my skin isn't 100% perfect. Honestly, after having so many years of acne, this is like the best deal. Of course, I will continue to try and improve my skin quality and there is work to do still. The healing process is a plateau graph; steep increase at first and then steady.

Most people will only give you the following two pointers as "advice":

↣ Wash your face twice a day
↣ Don't touch your face and don't pick at the acne

But the truth is, that isn't enough for everyone. I was made to think that it was my fault that the acne got so "out of control" and that it was my fault because I didn't take care of my skin. That was simply untrue. And if you are dealing with acne right now that will not go away for the love of god, click the link below to see how I finally got rid of my acne!

If you want to know what my regimen/routine is currently to keep my face clear, head on over to this post: